Wow Sietta. That pure heart of yours getting rusty already? Deserving of
death? Sheesh. Whatever happened to mercy, pity and forgiveness.
Oh...wait...if it makes you cry...its lethal.

Since you decided to fill everyone in on 'your' side of things...I
figured I'd give an uncensored log...of the side of things...the words
that apparently deserved death. Yeah. Right. Enjoy.

(Market)Justus Says: Looking for a Member of the Order of Nemesis, Will
pay!

Sietta tells you, "Changing your desire?"

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I changed my mind
ages ago sietta."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "About the time you
called me a prick."

Sietta tells you, "Whatever you say Justus."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "You asked."

Sietta tells you, "Good day to you."

That person has chosen to ignore you.

Sietta tells you, "No, you know what, I called you a prick because you
were being extremely rude when it was uncalled for. I put a lot of faith
in you and have said nothing but good things of you to my Father, and
all you do is up and turn to Wrath? Apparently you lacked the faith and
endurance needed to follow the Light as is. Up until that one day I've
been nothing but kind to you, yet that's all it takes for you to go and
change your desire to follow the Light and to be friends?"
You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Umm."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I changed when I
joined this guild, Im not the same person, Light contradicts my Values
and some of the Guilds Vlaues, You just dont understand it."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I appreciate what
you've done for me, I never said otherwise, and if you do not have other
choices, I hope to keep your friendship. Im not the same person, Believe
me."
You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "And yes, you were
Kind, I was also, I helped you watch after his shrines didnt I ?"

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I wasnt even
following the same path, I still helped him out."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Im sorry, But
things change, thats just the way it is."

Sietta tells you, "I don't trust anyone any more Justus. I'm tired of
being stabbed in the back, I'm tired of being betrayed. You -never- told
me you didn't want to follow the Light any more, not ever. So what if
you're a Saboteur? You asked about the Light AFTER switching. -sigh- Do
what you must, I -was- a child of Wrath, it's a cold, lonely path."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I do not doubt it."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I didnt betray you
at all, and I asked about joining just as I joined."

Sietta tells you, "My trust in you has been betrayed."

Sietta tells you, "Maybe not to the extent of some others, but some."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Oh."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Because Im not the
same person I used to be."

Sietta tells you, "No, becuase you failed to tell anyone you changed
your mind out of the blue."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Change is an
Inevitable part of life."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I told Harker."

Sietta tells you, "Harker isn't in the order now is he?"

Sietta tells you, "Everyone in the Order of Light still believes you to
want to join. Perhaps you should have told someone."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "What does it
matter? I changed, I have done you no Wrong, Ive offered my
contributions and Gold, I havnt Taken anything from him."

Sietta tells you, "You did though, Justus. You took a valuable potential
member..."
You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "I changed."

Sietta tells you, "So you say."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Such as Raiding
Kinsarmar, Killing countless innocents as their Logs show."

Sietta tells you, "I really don't want to hear about that Justus."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Well, I have made
my point."

Sietta tells you, "Believe what you will."

Sietta tells you, "You proved a point alright, but not the one you're
trying to get across."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Whatever."

Sietta tells you, "Look, you wanted to lay it out on the table, now I
was, deal with it or move on, I don't care right now.";

Sietta tells you, "I'm just disappointed."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Deal with it? I
have, I dealt with it ages ago, Your the one with the problem."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "You know."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "A wise man once
said "Practice what you preach"."

Sietta tells you, "Don't start this with me."

Sietta tells you, "You have NO CLUE what's been going on in my life,
none. Do you have any idea how it feels to be betrayed by those in your
Order? Any? Do you have any idea what it's like to be killed over a
misconception and half truths? If not, just leave me alone."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "And thats my fault,
Lets take all my anger out on Justus."

Sietta tells you, "Oh my God give it a rest! I had my tells off for a
-reason- and the second I turn them back on you start hounding me.
You're not making it any better."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Im "hounding" you
because you give me aload of crap, And you did it all yourself. Damn
Hypocrite."

Sietta tells you, "..."

Sietta tells you, "Thanks, add to how fucking worthless I am. Go ahead,
everyone else does."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "No, You Brang this
on yourself. You Gave me grief and now you cant take what you give."

Sietta tells you, "I didn't give you grief, I said I was disappointed.
You didn't TELL anyone in the order you changed your mind Justus, that's
rude. I didn't bring anything upon myself. I've been ctoff all damn
month to avoid any more conflicts because I'm having a fucking shitty
time right now, okay? God."

You tell Misfit Sietta Bharathian, Dancer of Light, "Your having a
shitty time, Oh Im sorry, I didnt realise that, I thought you were just
giving me grief over my life because you lost control of your own."

You begin to ignore Sietta.

Note- Sietta Had Valarauko come to kill Justus after this, I spoke to
him after, He said What Sietta told him and what happened appeared to be
two different things.


Wow Sietta. Is this how you get Order members? By bullying, guilt trips,
then blaming the mess you made of your life on them? Impressive. I'm
sure more Orders will try that tactic.

- Alakshmi S'Sylistha
Eternally Amused.


>Names have not been changed to protect the innocent nor has this
account been censored. This log has been posted with the permission of
Justus.

Penned by my hand on the 2nd of Naturalis, in the year 419 AD.